Today, I was taken aback when I looked into the bus's mirror. My pimple grew redder than yesterday! Argh.. I feel utterly demoralized! Well, just gotta face the music.. Anyway it's my fault not to take good care of my skin ..
I went back home (11:30am); feeling emo and hope that reading a good book will let my life washed away fast. Mom came back home im short 30 minutes and was shocked to see me on the bed sleeping. When asked for the reason of the early dismissal, I lied to my mom that the time schdule is supposedly that early for all Thursdays.
Emo - today. My brain had suddenly gone haywire. I started to harbour those negative thoughts - quiting school. I feel like giving up everything. I feel my life is destined to be a failure. I have no wish of continue working on. I am so tired. I just wish to lie down the whole day and let myself rot on the bed.
Now I am asking myself this question - How can a person feels happy all the time? I came across a website and randomly read some posts from the forumn. I finally got the answer. There's two types of happiness. One of them is,"to love and to be loved". It's only when you decided to let someone you love into your life..
Living in this world is no easy task. There are many things for us to accomplish, to learn, to worry, to secure and blar blar blar. Life's short. There's a need to enjoy it. A need to enjoy life's simplest pleasure - Love, a bread for all lives.
Love - is there when two hearts joined as one. Love made no man a lonely island. There's always a fall back when you're emo. Your partner cares alot about you. He/she understands the most about you and alos, has accept as who you are.
Love is establish when you know someone that will always be there to support you. No matter rain or shine, he/she'd be the one there for you. Love tells us why we are here in this world. xD
No love, no life. :'(
Alternatively, happiness is defined by "the end of miseries" - Death.
