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Monday, June 30, 2008


The last day of June. Emo. Nobody at home. Im all alone. Later on decided not to go school. Sianz Go maple.. 150 bucks lost... haix sians....

10:02 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008


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Ryan Ong, you have to motivate yourself to work on your studies. STOP DROWNING YOURSELF IN UNRETURNED LOVE. You must constantly remind yourself to stop habouring thoughts of getting hitch or whatsoever. Look yourself into the mirror; you are just one fucking ugly shit and you still have got face to date other people. Come on, get a life. There are better things for you to pursue for and you might just need to learn to control yourself! Get yourself out of this place!

Well, I am Mr Ryan Ong. Relationship is totally BANNED for me. Fate suggested me to get out of this out-of-no-where relationship. Do-or-die. This love plan shit is abosolutely undoable! okay you are not abit of dopey and why you want to ruin your life in relationship? Hasn't that the fortune teller clear enough telling you that you're never succeed in relationship? Studies are the first priority. You ought to start your study plan.

Listen up you fuckin' bitch, you'd better spent every ounce of your time studying. Had it ever known to you of the consequences you're facing right now? Letters of letters of WARNING LETTERS and yet you ain't afraid of getting kick out of school? ARE YOU DUMB? ARE YOU? Your an out-and-out dumb shit!

You're a huge dimwit! Why would you be bothered by some mundane stuffs? WHAT'S THE USE OF LOVE? TELL ME? HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN HURT BY LOVE? HOW MANY TIMES? CAN'T YOU JUST POSSIBLE BE MORE SENSIBLE AND MORE TAKEN CARE OF YOUR OWN FUTURE? PLEASE BEAR THIS IN MIND! What's more important is your study, and your future!!

Stop your self-pity habit, it's extremely disgusting. Get a life!


2:10 AM

Saturday, June 28, 2008


I have thought so much over today. Why would I want to get love?
Okay lets analyse it ( bad and good)
Love is poison. It kills you deep down your wound and clear all the good stuffs in you and left the "sadness seed" in your body. If say, the "sadness seed"

I tell myself this: I am glad that I'm a single. I do not have to worry about her and can have the freedom to ogle at whoever I wish. Life is like; to everyone At times, I might feel lonely; but hey, staying as platonic friends doesn't sound a bad idea. You might not touch her, kiss her, hold her be lonliness
Love is so pain. For all the time you wait and wait for a person



why not concentrate more on things that

since I love nobody and nobody loves me; isn't it obvious love is definitely something God disapprove me of. Considering

6:55 AM

Thursday, June 26, 2008


I woke up at around 7:30 with an effort by my mom who ain't patience at the moment of time. My heart scream in an agony of getting away with this kind of early-wake-up-go-school shit. yea, I'm almost really want to yell about not going to school but hey, boy, who asked me to be 18 already. If I were to stop school I will have to enter army in no time and this is not going to happen.

I flew myself out of the room after attempts of comtemplating to sleep again.

I constantly told myself today is the last day of exam and I have to get up if not worries are gonna haunt for me soon. I can't let my life rot like this. Dad was still as good as before, he drove me to school without having complaints on. I sure have a deep graditute to his kindness

Not late. A rare scene. It was dad who need to get working on at 8. My exam started only at 8:30 and I reached there even before 8:05! Imagine how long I have to wait before getting to feel that piece of common test shit. Well, I am not really that early. My fellow classmates were already reached beforehand. Much much more earlier than me! I took out my lecture notes and study. Not easy. I really have alot of knowledges that I truly lack of; for the days in the past I kept absenting and now is the consequence of failure to face!

Fair enough. The questions seemed so easily comprehend and as for me; I just have glimpse of the notes for less than 20 minutes so you can really imagine how many scientific formulas I really couldn't do. I fear. Of failure.

Luck is always not with me. I actually harbouring a thought of visiting E-Learning Plaza. Okay, fine; holidays that shitty plaza was not open; but now it was closed. It said it was some sort of so-called under renovation notice appeared on the door which I really cannot understand much why. And yeah, I immediately know what kind of shit is going to happen. Repeat module? Or worst still, getting kick out of school.

Then it suddenly dawned on me that probably I could use the properties of library; I sincerely had put high hopes in completing my C-programming project today. Darn! I'd an invitation to lunch from my dear friends but eventually completing my late project is set at first priority at this moment of time. Definitely I miss the lunch. I visited library in the hope of getting the file transferring done. For godness' sake, I were soon realized that Library School Comp doesn't surpport Drive W( which all the files are in.); and all my hopes shook and broken!

Nevermind. E learning plaza resumed on 29th June. Sure thing, I will visit again. Now, my projects are going to serve me dead meat; and yeah I really can't help it but have to resign to fate. I tried turning in to start on my e quiz on EG1002 which involved calculator. Comp calculator doesn't surpport sine or cosine functions! I can't do it, and have to wait till reaching home! BLAR! BAH!!


8:16 PM

我好想好想飞,逃离这个疯狂世界.
那么多苦。那么多泪。那么多莫明的伤悲。

人世间为何那么多苦恼
为何做人那么幸苦?

爱情真可怕。它夺走了单身的幸福,分手的恐惧,隐私的自由。 爱情不过只是个短暂的快乐;只怕分手后的痛苦。人类再顽强的生命也无法抵不过分手后的打击。 人类脆弱的心灵之后从此摔成粉身粹骨; 美好的幸福也从此被恶魔吞噬.人世间情为何物?

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6:41 AM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008


morning sceneries of genting highland..



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my breakfast

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prototype of the overview of first world hotel


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RETURNING BACK HOME



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Dinner at YONG PING restaurant for a delicious dinner =P



10:16 AM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008


Night Sceneries of Genting. Breathtaking Indeed .. - 17.06.2008
There is no reason why photographer like us have to take this awesome night sceneries of Genting Highland. I purposely made the trip up back hotel to shoot it...




BUMPER CARS

The kids have an enormous liking to this Bumper cars. They were willing to wait for 30 minutes in the queue.. Great patience... It was 11:30pm, but yeah.. In the moment DS and I walked around the mall.








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Cam-whore session .. lol...






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definitely worth its award of admiration...



9:27 AM

Free breakfast. Free good, nutrious foods - eggs, sausages, hams, and many others. This splendid treats by xxx restaurant serves free food till 10am. Bein' force wake up at 8am, I'd no choice but to force myself up too.
Located at Tower 1, 8th floor; many early birds had already reserved the tables. Late comers like us; along with many more visitors were jammed at the entrance. No regrets; Aunt Lynn had already reached there early and had booked a table for us.

The goods always come with the bads. Foods are not allowed to bring back hotel. And wait... Aunt Lynn's two children are still yet awake! We didnt want to spend ringuits to buy breakfast for the two kids. Packaging of foods is prohibited? Well, we are not stupid. Ta-daa! Here comes the napkins! Aunt Lynn requested Duwi to wrap the toasts, sausages and the eggs into napkins. Granny came out with last the attack - stuffed the packaged "sandwiches" into her handbag! Woots! A super duper Genius Plan!

Okay, now what's next after breakfast? Hey, boy, of course we will have to wake up the two Pigs! zzZ God gracious, what's the time already .. 11am! The two kids were watching TV the time I knocked into their room. Okay, Dragonball Z - great entertainment for our kids in this century. I watched with them and I slept.

It must be God's plan to arrange me waking up at 12:20pm. I was lucky just in time to tag along with my fellow travel mates for an anmusement park spree! In fact my "great" family were planning to stay me back in the hotel while I slept! Grr..
The Ministry-of-weather must have done a magical sunny spell to the sky. The sky above us was just beautiful and if Wordsmith'd been alive he must have awarded his fullest admiration.
I watched with a piece of excitement.

The very first station we visited was the antique car. We've a long queue in front and it took us about 30 minutes to get into it. Unfortunately we're not allow to drive the car alone. DS and Darrell get out from the car; one joined his mother while DS joined me. I simply loved the driving sensation since I have never touch a driving wheel before.
Got a flair for breathtaking sceneries? If yes, then you have to ride on this antique car! Bring on a camera and shoot through the journey! This antique car will round the whole theme park; so you can catch a glimpse of hidden places like Tunnels and at the same time deciding on the next station you're into! Great energy saver! Kids above 128 cm are allowed to drive the car without adults' supervision! Long queue and short journey; but definitely worth meddling with it!
The next station we headed for was THE PIRATE TRAIN. The kids ran ahead of us to join the long queue. Well, the prirate train is now a no new thing to me. I've sat once 4 years ago and had expected how things went inside. Yeah, I've to admit that I were a tad afraid prior to entering the tunnel; but in fact I were just scaring myself as there were merely just eerie sounds and darkness - nothing to be afraid of. : VICTORY:

I thought that I will stop playing those games. I'm so tired of it. I don't want to say much, so yeah let's just take a look at the following pictures.

Rodeo Rider - classified under children rides is definite safe as it was designed for children that are between the height of 76cm to 122cm. Safe doesnt means it is always safe! Adults must still remind themselves of responsibilty to supervise their children from falling from the ride! RYAN: Kid are really lucky these days. During my time, there are no such things such as junior Rodeo Rider, there's only adult rodeo riders avail. That time I really want to try but were too scared of being plunged dowm from the mid air. There is one avail at the theme park but were just too scared to try it out. So, there's plenty of thrill rides that I have not try them out of fear! Shh.. Wasted!

Have a fancy of riding a bumper boat? Designed for etreme thrill riders that have the craving for the sensation of knocking their friends down and have fun being wet after the splashed. However if you are or your children that are shorter than 122cm; please be reminded to refrain from playing this game! Long queues are definitely undesirable; but hey, it's definitely worth the waiting as long queue means a hot ride in the Theme park! However as mention is you're not eligible for the above ride, no worries, you can always try out Teacup or Flying Jumbo and other avail on family rides too!


Have you ever thought of flying in the sky at an ultra fast speed? Flying Coaster made your dreams come tue. This signature attraction of the whole theme park ensures you a 360 degrees thrill at all ocasions! Never miss this ride or you will regret. Big time. RYAN: The structure of the whole ride seemed very complicated. The trackes are designed in a way where the rider has to turn himself up side down when it comes to the tiltng tracks. There are many dare-devils queuing up for this ride despite its non-humanity. Hey, it just seemed so dangerous that I extremely turned this ride off! But well, I've always want to try this splendid ride; oh but it is just the case I didn't want the vomit to occur after that. I wonder is there anyone of the players fell out from the ride before? Hmm.. EXTRENELY NIGHTMARE! :bleah:

4:25 AM

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